2010 as a year

When I got more sarcastic obligations

and did mistakes what were not mistakes

When I felt the joy of a senior-year high school student

yet tedious waiting time for graduation

When I felt I knew who my brothers and sisters were

and realised they were leaving

When I found myself nowhere

and got denials from the remaining hopes

When I looked at the sunset every evening

then found songs in the night which made me cry deeply

When I dreamed of my absolute sickness

and no one dared to believe me

When I woke up every morning and shivered

and watched the sunrise, hoped I ain’t gonna die by coldness that day

When I finally tried to let go everything

which made me not to surrender to impossibility

When I thought I lived a solitary life

and it let me much aware of the strongest friendships I had

When so many invaluable experiences came to me

and told me about how to love sincerely

 

When I lost so much

and gained that much

and loved the complications of life

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